Final Moments

Well I'm sittin in the computer lab in conestoga waitin to leave. This place has become another home to many of us including me. I love all the new friends I met and I am really going to miss them. I'm ready to get out of this place yet I don't want to leave. Thing have finally gotten good and now it's time to go. I'm really going to miss this place and hope that I'll get to keep in contact with everyone. I love you all!!!!

Engaged??? Ya right

So I don't want to offend anyone but I find it extremely stupid when kids ages 14-18 say they are absolutely in love and are engaged. How can you know who you want to settle down with at such a young age. And to say your that serious when things don't work out it's going to hurt a lot worse then a normal break up. I have an ex that just went through it and all he did was complain. Plus a lot of people only say they are engaged or want to be engaged so they feel more secure in the relationship. I know what it feels like to feel like your absolutely in love with someone and feel like your going to spend your whole life with them and it is a painful fall when it all comes to an end. As teenagers I don't think we should be so serious in our relationship. So sorry to anyone I may have offended but this is just my honest opinion.

So soon...

Wow it's already the last week of the summer program. Where did all the time go??? It's been a bumpy ride but I have had a blast. I have made new friends which makes me smile; I've even gained some old ones back. I got to have fun doing different activities and learning things in classes I wouldn't of had otherwise. I am thankful I did this summer even though it started out bad. I have grown to like it up here and am honestly going to miss it. I can't wait for next summer!!!

Some of my favorite Disney charachters

I decided to find some pics of disney characters since that is the theme this year.

Starting off as a Wedding Singer???

I found it kind of humorous and shocking when I read that Keith Urban started off as a Wedding Singer. I would have never pictured that. I like listening to his music some of it's pretty good. My favorite song of his is Tonight I Wanna Cry. After hearing that song and many of his others it really did surprise me that he sang for weddings and other little gigs like that before he became the star he is. Check out the blog for a few pics and to read some more info.

Yesterday my day away from the campus

I had fun yesterday at Elitch Garden's for the most part. Yet I found myself thinking about being at the college quite a bit while I was there. I guess that means I really am starting to like it up here. I think I am going to miss it when the summer program is over. I have made new friends and absolutely am loving it even with some of the problems I've ran into.

My life

So my life hasn't been very easy for me although it's not as bad as it could be. When I was a toddler my dad was always kind of mean to me. He use to squeeze my wrists and would spank me without a good reason. He once spanked me in front of one of my cousins because my room was messy. My mom finally divorced him and from then on we never knew when I would see him. He would always call and tell me he was going to come see me, then late that night he would call my mom and have her explain to me he wasn't able to come. Or else he would say he was going to come see me and I would watch for him just for him to never show. It's getting a little better now that I am older because I talk to him more and he doesn't mind being around me because he's still a teenager at heart and can understand some of the things I am going through. He can still be a jerk but anymore my little brother, featured in another post, gets most of it. I feel sorry for him and am thankful I didn't have to live with him for my whole life because who knows what I would be like today.