My life as of Oct. 20

So I'm bored in class. College is great! Life is great! I am happily engaged to an amazing man. We may have problems but we get over it. I couldn't be happier I don't think. Other than maybe having my best friend Jennifer here. I miss her. Anyways randomly felt like putting up something.

Sooo....

Life is still great even though I'm back to school. I still have that amazing boyfriend that I'm pretty sure isn't going to go away anytime soon. I still have my phone and haven't been grounded wich is amazing. I honestly don't think life could get much better than it is right now. Anyway that's a quick update.

it's been awhile

so school has started. life is great. i have an amazing boyfriend. he is everything i could ever want or ask for. school isnt to bad so far. i am ready for bridge summer. anyway quick update.

Upward Bound 2010

So this summer hasn't seemed near as fun as last summer was. I am completely ready to go home and get away from all the drama and everything else. Although my team has been most definitely better there has been plenty of things go on that made this summer kinda crappy. I miss a lot of the teachers we had last year including Mr. Merrigan. English has been hard and so has russian. I have made a couple of new friends which is making it well worth it but I am still ready to go home. so here's a quick update on what I have been doing for the month of june.

great

So within the last week I have managed to lose two of my friends. I feel absolutely horrible for the cause of the loss of the first one. Stupid venting you tend to get me in trouble. Anyways the second one I lost but it was for a good cause. It's all so depressing IDK what to do I hate it. Last weeknd was amazing the I love spending time with the youth group rally group. They are some of my closest friends anymore. I'm also loving texting this amazing guy from Alliance. To bad I know we will never date because he would be totally worth it. Anyways quicky update. Oh ya did I mention that I got a 27 on the ACT feeling pretty good bout it.

April Fool's

Gee what a way to spend my day but home and sick. No good April Fool's Day jokes :( kinda stinks. O well tomorrow should be a better day. Third day at my job and I'm loving it. I couldn't ask for more but really that's no surprise since I love kids. Ready to see what this month brings other than the ACT and of course SPRING THING!!!! I get to see Eli wich makes me happy. Kinda wonderin why I can't have the one guy I like most but instead attract guys I'm not really interested in. Anyway just wanted to write on my blog for the month or atleast once this month.

sooooo...

I just realized it's been like forever since I last posted. Nothings changed much. I'm glad we're into the fourth quarter of the school year. Means summer is getting closer wich means Upward Bound. Yeah!!! Can't say there's really much else going on except I'm crushing on my bestest guy friend once again...but thats nothin new. Anyways there's a quick update of my life.

Uughhh

So I'm suppose to go to this really fun youth trip right...well now all of my obnoxious younger cousins are going....ugh its so annoying...I'm sick of my aunt and uncle always doing this it isn't right....but ya today hasn't been the best....just wanted to a vent a little

January Post

Well my birthday turned out pretty good. A friend of mine who hasn't been talking to me much this school year is starting to talk to me and wished me a happy birthday. Got some good gifts including all the taz stuff to deck my blazer out in. I got a hug from a friend who its iffy on wether we talk or not. White Wash is coming up wich makes me happy cuz it's one of the funnest youth trips we take. I'll miss a day of school for it but thats a ok with me. I got my grades up last semester so I got ungrounded...thank goodness. I have to say life is pretty good right now. Single and enjoying it...guys equal to much stress and problems. So ya just quick update of my life.

Day after Christmas

Well Christmas was pretty good. I got an Ipod like I had been wanting wich is pretty sweet. I got a couple of the cds I wanted among other things. It was a good with the family...I even stayed with my cousins and were still getting along wich is unusual. I have to send out prayers to the VanDerVeen family with such a tragedy right before Christmas. But ya just a quick update. Have a Happy New Year everyone!

Turkey Day

So today was long and boring...sort of...but things should get better cuz my bro and dad are in town. It's pretty great gettin to see my bro again it's been to long...even tho its only been a couple of months. I love the little monster a lot. So full of turkey and stuffing and sweet potatoes and mashed potatoes and pumpkin pie...oh can't forget the mountain dew. It was a pretty good thanksgiving meal and it was nice to have more than just the typical's there. Ready for Chritstmas break from school. So ya just a quick my thoughts update...kinda. Peace out.

Beginning of second quarter

So we reached the beginning of the second quarter at school and guess what I spend the first week sick. I got a sinus infection and needless to say it flat out kicked my butt. Then of course I finally start feeling better and the one day I feel absolutely amazing and want to go to school we get a snow day. It was great...not. Anywho school is going fine. I'm pretty much in the same boat as my last post. I've had a little bit of drama but nothing to bad....shocking I know. Anywho ya just a quick update on whats going on in my life.

School

So school has officially started...and needless to say I find it kinda boring. I'm already ready to have a vacation....it just isn't interesting this year. I don't know why for sure but thats the way it is. I like pretty much all of my classes which is saying a lot because normally I find one I don't like. The few friends I still have are amazing...thank goodness for the Upward Bound class and the friends I have made in it. My besties keep me up and running and actually listen to me when I need someone to. Jennifer, Jessica, and Alicia are the best. So ya my current opinion on school.

Well I decided to do another post after all

So summers has been knda busy after UB. I've been to Rapid City, and Denver, and Kansas, and am currently in Valentine. I have had no break this summer but that's ok I stay out of trouble that way. I am glad I am in Valentine give me a nice change. My dad's easier goin than my mom which means i get to do more. Plus I can actually drive up here. It's the first night and it's ok kinda boring but I expected that anyways. Just wanted to give a quick update. Laters!!!!

Final Moments

Well I'm sittin in the computer lab in conestoga waitin to leave. This place has become another home to many of us including me. I love all the new friends I met and I am really going to miss them. I'm ready to get out of this place yet I don't want to leave. Thing have finally gotten good and now it's time to go. I'm really going to miss this place and hope that I'll get to keep in contact with everyone. I love you all!!!!

Engaged??? Ya right

So I don't want to offend anyone but I find it extremely stupid when kids ages 14-18 say they are absolutely in love and are engaged. How can you know who you want to settle down with at such a young age. And to say your that serious when things don't work out it's going to hurt a lot worse then a normal break up. I have an ex that just went through it and all he did was complain. Plus a lot of people only say they are engaged or want to be engaged so they feel more secure in the relationship. I know what it feels like to feel like your absolutely in love with someone and feel like your going to spend your whole life with them and it is a painful fall when it all comes to an end. As teenagers I don't think we should be so serious in our relationship. So sorry to anyone I may have offended but this is just my honest opinion.

So soon...

Wow it's already the last week of the summer program. Where did all the time go??? It's been a bumpy ride but I have had a blast. I have made new friends which makes me smile; I've even gained some old ones back. I got to have fun doing different activities and learning things in classes I wouldn't of had otherwise. I am thankful I did this summer even though it started out bad. I have grown to like it up here and am honestly going to miss it. I can't wait for next summer!!!

Some of my favorite Disney charachters

I decided to find some pics of disney characters since that is the theme this year.

Starting off as a Wedding Singer???

I found it kind of humorous and shocking when I read that Keith Urban started off as a Wedding Singer. I would have never pictured that. I like listening to his music some of it's pretty good. My favorite song of his is Tonight I Wanna Cry. After hearing that song and many of his others it really did surprise me that he sang for weddings and other little gigs like that before he became the star he is. Check out the blog for a few pics and to read some more info.

Yesterday my day away from the campus

I had fun yesterday at Elitch Garden's for the most part. Yet I found myself thinking about being at the college quite a bit while I was there. I guess that means I really am starting to like it up here. I think I am going to miss it when the summer program is over. I have made new friends and absolutely am loving it even with some of the problems I've ran into.